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A Good Way to Say Goodbye

by Cameron Smith

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1.
I had my first drink when I was fourteen We stole a flask from Austin's dad And sipped til it was empty I felt fine at the party til I got up from my seat Yeah, I threw up on the couch while I was still asleep Cause where I come from there's something everybody needs It's like a hunger for some comfort, never known and never seen I've lost all kinds of friends to their fight to be free Now I honestly can't say why it was them instead of me But if it's really going down this time They say your life will flash before your eyes We've been rehearsing this one all our lives Never found a good way to say goodbye Never learned no good way to say goodbye "I sing this song because I love the man I know that most of you won't understand" I couldn't tell you if he was good or bad But we had each other And that was most of what we had Cause where I come from there's something everybody needs It's like they're hurting from some burden, never known and never seen I've lost all kinds of friends out hunting down a dream Now I honestly can't say why it was them instead of me If it's really going down this time Try your best to follow the light We could rehearse this one all our lives Never learn a good way to say goodbye Never learned a good way to say goodbye It was an accident, no one was supposed to get hurt Not even the devil should have to die at work We hit that drug store and his fate was sealed I guess now Tommy knows if heaven is really real I know some people pray and if you folks are like them Could you say a humble prayer for my people in my town? Feels like we're an empty glove pulled off G-d's own hand All born to be forgotten; no one expects you to understand That we're just beggars at the gates of a promised land With nobody to answer "What is the soul of a man?" I've lost all kinds of friends to their fight to be free I honestly can't say why it was them instead of me No, I honestly can't say why it was them instead of me
2.
Wish Me Well 02:43
San Francisco, if we wanted We could get there by the morning And we could be almost anything If we didn't have to work to eat We could admire a performance Or sin rehearsing our slow dance steps Repeat, repeat, repeating until we're certain we won't fail Cause if nothing to lose means nothing at all We might find we wasted a lot of each other's time But that's what most of the time is for If you were a fire I'd be moving to Hell You could wish me well Some day I'll build us a big house Somewhere pretty or just somewhere else Some place with seasons Some where we can breathe in But if some day never comes You can hold on to me And I will hold on to you And we will fight I hope we're not fighting our whole lives But mostly for the sake of the other side Cause if you were the ocean I'm those ice caps that are melting If you were a fire I'd just be fire as well, kid If anyone doesn't like it and needs someone to tell it to They can meet me in hell They can meet me in hell And I wish them well
3.
You and I are good friends, you know? Follow me into this empty room that isn't even mine It's not the first time you've fallen into love It's not the last time but it feels like it could be enough And it's true I've been trapped in my room I'm going to move but I don't want to I wanna know when I first started feeling alone Crying into these empty rooms that aren't even mine It's not the first time you've fallen out of love And it's not the last time but it feels like it should be enough And it's true, I get attached to my wounds I know you don't want me to What can I do? Push this couch out Sell my shit It's not our house It's where we laid our heads I'll leave my car on that road Trash this junk If I can't get it sold Take care of myself I'll set new goals Get my story straight On how I got old I'll twist my neck Til I can see true And just look at you Silhouetted by the moon Silhouetted by the moon Silhouetted by the moon
4.
For Amy 03:43
Tonight you took the long way home Wired tighter than your cellular phone Searching G-d's green earth For some original sin Another weekend Drowning in the dust bin And all the things you do alone How do they help you now? You take the money or your life All that's left is a countdown To the final clock out Like poor Amy, dead and gone And 27 years ins't long And it's a hard pill to swallow But an easy rabbit hole for a junkie turned cultural icon Oh Amy, no, no no Folks these days don't have souls And on a Saturday, you should have known That all these clones are playing shows of their own Yeah, all these clones are playing shows of their own Well, I won't go Here's to you, Amy Another singing ghost It's a shame to know Your generation hung you for your illness On their bullshit wall posts But that's the way that it is And I think it's most sad for those kids Growing up with nothing real to hear Except the ringing in their ears After a violent parade of advertisements There are no more heroes Nor am I sure there ever should have been But here's to the fuck ups With any degree of sincere passion Oh Amy, no, no, no Folks these days don't have soul And on a Saturday You know, you should have known That all these clones are playing shows of their own Yeah, all these clones are playing shows of their own Oh yeah, all these clones are playing shows of their own Well, I won't go.
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The Traitor 03:46
7.
What I Want 04:45
Ribbons of blue Floating just like corpses Shining and smooth Fuming and still toxic Kiss me on the mouth Breathe in, smoke out We'd wake up early for the hunt If we could only decide what we want Cause I want What I want Is I want A memory I can taste And a trick like magic Something new to replace A hero most tragic Here to assuage my doubts To breathe in while I smoke out Cause we live a while but then we're done I guess it's time to decide what I want I guess it's time to decide what I want Cause I want What I want Is I want. . . Cause we live a while but then we're done I guess it's time to decide what I want I guess it's time to decide what I want I guess it's time to decide what I want Cause I want What I want Is I want Nearly everything that I crave And the girl that I'll marry What better excuse to behave? Ain't my life worth sparing Some certainty in doubt Within and without? It feels like the air in my lungs I guess it's time to decide what I want I guess it's time to decide what I want I guess it's time to decide what I want I guess it's time to decide what I want Cause I want What I want Is I want What I want Yes, I want
8.
Forsaken 03:49
In and out Flowing through my lungs A breath can become A path to carry one Soul to a sum Twisted and turned Unlucky and cursed Left here to get lost Nothing to learn Can your G-d save us from certain debt? I might just say something I don't regret If you're leaving, I hope you stay gone I'm lying but I mean it Like when you told me I was strong You said that you felt Like a lead role in a film The day you met him The day you met him I find it all impossibly sad That anyone feels like that Like the cheese in the rat But I suppose it's what we deserve Yeah, we'll pay for this Like we know we earned it Yeah, it's our burden, We wear it like a cross The house that we live in and will never pay off Caught the flavor of Manhattan morning air You can still taste it here I guess it happens everywhere There's little difference between A debt and a dying dream You're still paying installments on imaginary things No, our love won't take back the holocaust Turns out all you really need Is almost everything you've lost And I say "lost" like I don't know it was taken Like you keep on praying when you know you're forsaken You know you're forsaken

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Cameron Smith - guitar, vocals, organ, harmonica

Recorded, mixed and mastered by J. Britt Robisheaux on Februrary 25, 2019.

All songs written by Cameron Smith, except for "There Is A Room Filled With Blood" (written by Doom Ghost) and "The Traitor" (written by Leonard Cohen).

Cover photo by John Erwin

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released March 1, 2019

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